round and round, spinning around

round and round, spinning around

crawling away from burning wreckage

Torn world lies upside down

round and round, spinning around

smelling the ashes, touching the mourn

sinking me..struggles in bleeding ground

round and round, spinning around

stepping on skulls, leeches sucking my blood

moving ahead only beasts i found

round and round, spinning around

stuck by pain, going insane

helpless I am, even cant make a sound

round and round, spinning around

demons rip my body, evil smudges my soul

havocked and dried, I tumble down

Break the shackles !!

Listen the rhythm,

which life is playing

Exploit the opportunities

for which others are craving

follow the path

which your heart is driving

Do what you feel is right

not what others are saying

Stand firmly

when others are straddling

Break the shackles

which makes you swirling

Open up yourself

to make sense of your mumblings

Oh you....feel free to fly

you are far above than a fledgling

Dusky Night

You are flaming up by so much light,
That I am lost, don’t know what is might

I hold you in my arms so tight,
Flaring emotions on a verge of fight

Emotions that don’t care what is right,
But wants to be with, the one in sight

Together we have climbed to such a height,
There is no place for fear, whether much or slight

Come out you, there is nothing to fright,
Lighting everything, making night so bright

Sleeping alone in bed so quite,
Calling someone in dusky night.

Remorse and Struggle

A part of ‘I’ desires, the other antagonizes..the self becomes so ambiguous. And I am struggling not only to find what the rest wants…but how to get what other split wants.

Is it some kind of fear which is stopping me or just unwillingness? If it is my indifferent attitude then I am stuck and can’t go anywhere. Whatever it may be..but I am blunted, rusted and is straddling.

Sometimes, I am so impetuous that I want to reach the stars and sometimes so inert that I can’t even see the path. I long to conquer the whole world but few thoughts snatches everything from me.

I know that a little push can be conducive to take me far. It can pacify the paradoxical state of my mind. But often, I am so egoistic that I won’t even listen to others.

Left alone, I forge for existence. I argue, I shout, I lie, I fake...do everything to prove that I am right. And one day when it surpasses all… conscience refills me with the desire to prove my substance. And I start the chase again.

Yes..I am struggling and this is a war with the self.

Back after long time

yeah..it has been a long time..last day of the year !!

frozen inside..thoroughly dried out !!

running away from fantasies

born out of speculations

honking all the way

japing me , tantalizing me

dont spill the beans

dont look for mount

its not failure, nor submisssion

its unconcern , loath for sure

somebody is choking

tyranically being subservient

as clash of sentiments

bringing forth barren arguments

cereberations and considerations

fermentation washes away

someone bestow me life

frozen inside..thoroughly dried out !!

Jab We Met - II

Read Jab We Met - I and here goes the continuation :

Pari ki dost mujhe dekh kar hass padi
maano meri to lottery hi nikal padi

Kismat ne saath tab diya
jab uski dost ne mujhe 'Hi' kiya

arey mere neeche ki jameen khisak gayi
Dostoon.. vo to mere college ki dost nikal gayi

usne mujhe pass bulaya, aur pari se introduce karaya
thoda sa mein ghabraya, par mauke ko nahi gavaya

mene pari se najaar milai
vo najar churate hue sharmayi
thodi si sharam mujhe bhi aayi,
par himmat kar ke baat badai

chupke chupke vo mujhe dekh rehi thi
jaise koi ishaarein kar rehi thi
dheeme se meri baaton par vo hasti thi
reh-reh kar mujhko deewana karti thi

baaton hi baaton mein time nikal gaya
aur pyar ka bukhar mujh par chad gaya

ab raaton mein na neend thi, din mein na chen tha
uski ek jhalaak paane ko taras raha mera mann tha

raha nahi gaya, dard saha nahi gaya

dost se gujarish kari
pari se milne ki khwahish kari
dost mera dard samajh gayi
jugaad lagane mein vo lag gayi

usne meri sifarish lagayi,
aur Barista mein meeting fix karayi
phir 17 taarekh ke vo shaam aayi,
khushi ke pal mere naam layi

uss crowded place mein bhi kitni khamoshi thi
samne vo bethi thi, shayad uski hi madhoshi thi

na usse propose kiya, na haal-e-dil sunaya
seedi-sachchi baatein karke, usko apna fan banaya

phone number dete hue apne dil ki baat vo boli
hooton se na bolkar, aankhon se sab raj kholi

baatein hui, majak hue
kitne ek jaise hai hum, dillo mein ehsaas hue

phone ki baatein, roj ki mulakaaton mein badal gayi
adhuri jindagi uske saath se sawar gayi

wo mera din hai, wo meri shaam hai
meri puri jindagi uske naam hai

do saal ho gaye,ye rishta waise hi barkarar hai
ab to dono ko bus saat-pheroon ka intezaar hai