Bitter Reality

Crouching in a corner with insecurity
Just wondering about world's sanity
I flared and went out
It was impassionate outburst full of insomniacity

Doing the things..being governed by others
I dont find in my heart any alacrity
Breaking the shackles,untying the knots
Yes..I am showing my resistivity

Raised my feet..stretched my arms
Stars were still out of proximity
Someone stabbing me from back
Dragging me back in the world of obscenity

Its only an apprehension, not my infidelity
Because I find everything indifferent, in this world of disparity
I feel sinking in a pool of wile
Giving a cry out of atrocity

This seems to most, a thing of lucidity
Deep inside my soul, I feel its gravity
Here i stand in world of ferocity
Suffering..worn out..dying..a bitter reality

Puppet

Me lost in a paradox..looking for Panacea..to heal the blunted thoughts but the Hysteria still remains untouched..an unquenched Thirst.

I am in a labyrinth..alone Straddling..getting Rusted..Struggling.

Struggling to forge, to persuade, to surpass the limits, to refill my substance

Straddling..an option ?? Never...but Puppet to circumstances. Rusted..loosing the self..longing for desires..compromising with situations.

"Being a puppet is not my will,

Neither can I wait to get knots ill,

Just being driven by situatios in my control,

but not letting my wishes getting kill"

Rust is neither replenishing nor rottening my desires..it is just speeding down my progress.

Being not govern by your will is being puppet.

Are you actually doing what you actually wanted and not being driven by someone else.NOooooooo.Then you too are a puppet..you struggle but finally ends into a PUPPET

Infidelity is acceptable !!

We broke up..to be honest I got ditched.
Three year long relationship has finally come to an end. How wonderful were those days..what fun we had. She was worth all.. time I spent thinking about her, money I spent dining with her, energy I spent talking to her on phone.

Now, I stand alone..with broken heart..hopeless and deserted. Now whenever I call her, her mobile is busy and whenever I approach her, she is busy.

If it had been a mutual break-up , I wouldnt have minded. But she dumped me. Insult !!
Once stuck by Cupid's arrow, now I fell the pain. I remember Justin Timberlake's song now - "
What goes around, goes around, goes around Comes all the way back around "

And now what shall I do to reduce this pain ??

Shall I start smoking or drinking ? In this way, I can channelize my time,money and energy which were all for her once.
Or shall I hang out with my friends- parties, movies, disco etc. so that I have no time to think about her.
I can engage myself in different activities to keep myself busy .
Or shall I start looking for someone new ??

I ruled out first option because i am afraid what if I turn out to be Devdas !! I dont want to get betrayed so I scratched out fourth option also. I tried option second but failed.Reason, how can my friends be daily free.. afterall they all have girlfriends. Option 3 seems to be Ok.And I tried my best but failed to control my mind. It automatically gets tuned to her.

I have finished listening all the tragic songs. Even torn her letters and cards. Oh sorry, actually deleted her mails. Now, I realized, how miser she was. She hasnt given me a single card not even Bday card. I have deleted all her SMS also. Let the phone no. be there. U never know, may need it sometime.

But you know one thing, inspite of all these pain, there is some feel-good factor. I feel more free now. I feel rejuvenated.I have space for myself.
I think, I need more time, to know what exactly I want. For time being, I am enjoying this pain.

NOTE : This is a work of fiction and any resemblance to person living or dead is purely coincidental !!

GOD and SOCIETY

As known to all, in the primtive era, we humans were uncivilized. Man was living..just for the sake of living. There were no rules n regulations, no customs n traditions..there was nothing like society. There were miseries, bloodshed, violence as there was no fear and no respect for each other. However, man was afraid of the forces of nature - rain, wind, sun, etc for which he had no solution.

Mysterious and unanswered questions were termed as God which were basically forces of nature. Things for which there were no logical reasons were God. Things beyond human-control were God.

And from this evolved the concept of religion and society. Society was established and rules were set. People have to follow them to make world a better place to live. Otherwise, Might is Right would have ruled and ruined everything.. God was considered as the pivot and goal of each was to do good deeds so as to make God happy. Because ultimate aim was to attain nirvana..that is to reach Heaven, the God's abode. Else God will punish you.

As science started answering those mysteries, faith on God started shaking. More number of people turned into atheists.

I dont know whether God exist. And there is nothing much to prove his existence also. But still his presence is must. Like
* A drunkard wont go to temple drunk
Faith in God stops him from boozing that day.
*People celeberate diwali,id,chistmas and other religious festivals.
God brings the people together to share their happiness
* There is lot of charity on God's name
God make them philanthropic

God gives hundreds of reasons to people to unite, live happily and smile !!

Nomophobia

Alexander Graham Bell - " Mr. Watson. Come here !"
These are the words which laid the foundation of the world of telecommunication.

Mobile phones have revolutionized the world of communication. They have made life so easy that earth seems to contract into one small network-ball.
Mobile phones are no longer a luxury, rather they have become a necessity.

Now, just imagine a day without your mobile phone. You will feel something missing in life..as if you have lost contact with the world. Such fear of being away from your mobile phone or being out of mobile phone contact is Nomophobia.

Few days back, I read an article on this. Researches are being done on this syndrome. People have become so addicted to mobile-phones that a fear has grown in them of losing it.
Now who are the one who suffers most from this phobia - men or women ?
You must have guessed that they are women because they are the one who are most talkative.
But study shows that men are the bigger victims.
Mobile phones have plagued the life so much that people are afraid to switch off their mobiles also.

She !!

She tell convenient lies, but i still believe that she is true
She fakes, but i still believe that she is genuine
She pretends, but i still believe that she is real
She blabbers, but i still believe that she is making sense

Why ? Why ?? Why ??? But why I believe all that..may be because

When she laughs, everything gets brightened up
When she acts, smile spreads acroos several countenance
When she speaks, ears turn to listen to her
When she is not around, I feel anxious

She teases me, quarrels with me, pulls my leg
but i know she cares about me and is my greatest asset

She often diagrees with me, but she still patiently listens to me
She knows that i am wrong, but she still supports me
She knows that it is silliest joke, but she still laughs with me

she...She....SHE..... Oh God !! Who is that SHE ?? Where is that SHE ???

Floating Value

I am an adulterated non-terminating floating value which is seeking for infinity...but rounded off conveniently by the world to a value as per their requirement

I am tampered and manipulated to loose my essence and charm..but still struggles to survive.

I am exploited..fitted and equated with others..to finish some task but I make them loose their accuracy. This is my only way of revenge.
I will never let them to reach the PERFECTION.

I know that they will use some trick or tactics..they will conspire..but still my impact will be fatal.

Dont set me in bounds or cast me in your moulds. Give me FREEDOM..its everyone's right and so is mine