Bitter Reality

Crouching in a corner with insecurity
Just wondering about world's sanity
I flared and went out
It was impassionate outburst full of insomniacity

Doing the things..being governed by others
I dont find in my heart any alacrity
Breaking the shackles,untying the knots
Yes..I am showing my resistivity

Raised my feet..stretched my arms
Stars were still out of proximity
Someone stabbing me from back
Dragging me back in the world of obscenity

Its only an apprehension, not my infidelity
Because I find everything indifferent, in this world of disparity
I feel sinking in a pool of wile
Giving a cry out of atrocity

This seems to most, a thing of lucidity
Deep inside my soul, I feel its gravity
Here i stand in world of ferocity
Suffering..worn out..dying..a bitter reality

Puppet

Me lost in a paradox..looking for Panacea..to heal the blunted thoughts but the Hysteria still remains untouched..an unquenched Thirst.

I am in a labyrinth..alone Straddling..getting Rusted..Struggling.

Struggling to forge, to persuade, to surpass the limits, to refill my substance

Straddling..an option ?? Never...but Puppet to circumstances. Rusted..loosing the self..longing for desires..compromising with situations.

"Being a puppet is not my will,

Neither can I wait to get knots ill,

Just being driven by situatios in my control,

but not letting my wishes getting kill"

Rust is neither replenishing nor rottening my desires..it is just speeding down my progress.

Being not govern by your will is being puppet.

Are you actually doing what you actually wanted and not being driven by someone else.NOooooooo.Then you too are a puppet..you struggle but finally ends into a PUPPET

Infidelity is acceptable !!

We broke up..to be honest I got ditched.
Three year long relationship has finally come to an end. How wonderful were those days..what fun we had. She was worth all.. time I spent thinking about her, money I spent dining with her, energy I spent talking to her on phone.

Now, I stand alone..with broken heart..hopeless and deserted. Now whenever I call her, her mobile is busy and whenever I approach her, she is busy.

If it had been a mutual break-up , I wouldnt have minded. But she dumped me. Insult !!
Once stuck by Cupid's arrow, now I fell the pain. I remember Justin Timberlake's song now - "
What goes around, goes around, goes around Comes all the way back around "

And now what shall I do to reduce this pain ??

Shall I start smoking or drinking ? In this way, I can channelize my time,money and energy which were all for her once.
Or shall I hang out with my friends- parties, movies, disco etc. so that I have no time to think about her.
I can engage myself in different activities to keep myself busy .
Or shall I start looking for someone new ??

I ruled out first option because i am afraid what if I turn out to be Devdas !! I dont want to get betrayed so I scratched out fourth option also. I tried option second but failed.Reason, how can my friends be daily free.. afterall they all have girlfriends. Option 3 seems to be Ok.And I tried my best but failed to control my mind. It automatically gets tuned to her.

I have finished listening all the tragic songs. Even torn her letters and cards. Oh sorry, actually deleted her mails. Now, I realized, how miser she was. She hasnt given me a single card not even Bday card. I have deleted all her SMS also. Let the phone no. be there. U never know, may need it sometime.

But you know one thing, inspite of all these pain, there is some feel-good factor. I feel more free now. I feel rejuvenated.I have space for myself.
I think, I need more time, to know what exactly I want. For time being, I am enjoying this pain.

NOTE : This is a work of fiction and any resemblance to person living or dead is purely coincidental !!

GOD and SOCIETY

As known to all, in the primtive era, we humans were uncivilized. Man was living..just for the sake of living. There were no rules n regulations, no customs n traditions..there was nothing like society. There were miseries, bloodshed, violence as there was no fear and no respect for each other. However, man was afraid of the forces of nature - rain, wind, sun, etc for which he had no solution.

Mysterious and unanswered questions were termed as God which were basically forces of nature. Things for which there were no logical reasons were God. Things beyond human-control were God.

And from this evolved the concept of religion and society. Society was established and rules were set. People have to follow them to make world a better place to live. Otherwise, Might is Right would have ruled and ruined everything.. God was considered as the pivot and goal of each was to do good deeds so as to make God happy. Because ultimate aim was to attain nirvana..that is to reach Heaven, the God's abode. Else God will punish you.

As science started answering those mysteries, faith on God started shaking. More number of people turned into atheists.

I dont know whether God exist. And there is nothing much to prove his existence also. But still his presence is must. Like
* A drunkard wont go to temple drunk
Faith in God stops him from boozing that day.
*People celeberate diwali,id,chistmas and other religious festivals.
God brings the people together to share their happiness
* There is lot of charity on God's name
God make them philanthropic

God gives hundreds of reasons to people to unite, live happily and smile !!